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Weak.
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'You kidding', g?' No. I'm not.
I've written previously of my burnout-depleted health, and the difficulty it presents for my work.
And I've also noted a potential worsening, with an adverse physiological reaction I had recently…
Last night, I felt horrible, literally physically ill—nausea with significant intestinal pain—a consequence of considerable worry about the situation.
This reaction has re-occured several times during the past week-or-so, becoming more frequent and intense, developing into almost constant low-level discomfort.
Tense and agitated, with difficulty relaxing, my unstable angina has returned.
It's been triggered by a conversation with a friend about bringing forward launch of a particular project.
I've been open about continuing to hold-off from launching anything, because I know that I don't want (can't face) the responsibility of an ongoing business in which I have to participate daily. And, frustratingly, there's too many days when I'm simply too unwell to work appropriately.
Add to this the significant loss of self-confidence I'm experiencing, and my prospects are rosy. Not. 🙂
Of course, the situation could be far worse—and I'm glad it's not.
Oh well.
And, what's here is purely for information and not seeking sympathy.
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