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Updates & perspective.
'Explain almost everything…'
Infrequently updated snippets (currently 63 of 'em) about what I'm doing (and the 'why' thinking behind it).
At times highly personal, insights into a flawed mind and some of the consequences thereof… it's authentic and transparent, but rarely crisp and focused.
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Sparks.
(6 minute read.)
'Careful with those electro-shock paddles, Eugene.'
'g, mate… this unhappiness of yours is a bit much, and going on a long time… are you sure it's not depression, and that you shouldn't be getting pills from the doc?'
Ah, the joy of my crumbling mental health. Pills? I don't know.
Added January 30 2026.
Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes...
(5 minute read.)
Do different. Less.
I need to make changes to what I'm doing.
So then, let's do it…
Added January 26 2026.
Jeez. ('Oh f***.')
(2 minute read.)
Crisis, what crisis? Oh yeah, this one.
I'm a firm believer in the potential benefit of journaling publicly.
And so, with that in mind, here's something initially intended as private but now public…
Added January 20 2026.
Depleted.
(3 minute read.)
Stress and 'meh'?
This is a note I hadn't expected to write. But it's part of being open and authentic, covering 'things gone wrong' rather than 'it's all going great'.
I'm increasingly realising/accepting just how depleted I am and have been in recent months.
Added January 16 2026.
Flamed.
(2 minute read.)
Burnout, self-doubt, apathy, etcetera.
Probably the biggest problem I've had in returning to business after my time-away is doubt… of myself and the projects I've chosen.
Not unexpectedly, this has significantly affected my motivation.
Added January 15 2026.
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